I had no idea at the time that everyone would hate me just a couple years later. Makes me sad. I really loved South Bend. Probably won’t ever do this event again.. Things change I guess. I’m sad about it every day. But I also am a very misunderstood person.. Who has made a ton of mistakes, I am always nice to people as long as they’re nice to me.. but for years people were treating me unfairly and I’m just fine without all of that. My side of the story regarding anything at all will never matter. The experience made me learn some very hard lessons about trust and friendships and work relationships.. But anyways, I always tried my best and others would make things difficult for me for no reason. Until I sort of snapped. I was tired of being gaslit. Maybe one day I hope things can be better. I’ve messed up a lot, had to get sober.. it’s a big mess because I love so many people and that city so much. Ive said a lot of mean things- I hate that I’ve done that.. That isn’t who I am. It’s just been a strange and complicated situation.
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